Sketchbook Spread like the old times

 

    It's been a while ever since I had such a "loose and messy" sketchbook spread.... But here it was :) it was so much fun... Almost every drawing is from a different day, but still - I love to use every bit of space left. Its so satisfying... Makes me think of my 2020 sketchbook... Full of memories and old feelings. First and last experiences.

     

MEET ROSIN!

 

Meet Rosin!!! She's my new brand oc (literally done yesterday) and im already SO obsessed with her... Literally the colors, her hair (fucking emo) HER COLOURS and the minimalistic approach to her!!! Ive wanted to make a black oc that would stay in my mind for longer for a hot while and here we fucking go.... ROSIN... MY BELOVED ROSIN.....

I had a bit of an issue with her personality, but I have decided now on it... :P She's not as serious as she looks, but she's also not as cheerful LMAO. It's kinda hard for me to describe her. I'll paste here some lore bits that I have wrote so far:

Rosin is one of the main deities in asajirish religion - she controles water of any sort and kind. Her outfit is mixed with the water elements that are controled by her - it makes her skin look naturally shiny "wet". Whenever she sits somewhere, she leaves the furniture wet cuz of her water shawl/cape. She walks barefoot. Rosin sleeps in water and can see in it, though she can drown. She loves playing with fishes and dolphins - they are her favourite animals! Rosin is a really kind person, but also very smart and thought-full. Back in the day, she used to be really self-consious of her getting everything around her wet! causing other deities not wanting to invite her to their places. but now they just tease her about it :]

Rosin doesn’t trust others. She’s self-interested — not because she’s rude, but because life taught her to be. Once, when she was younger, Aposus asked her to flood a region that Ipsilios had just finished shaping on the surface of the world. Rosin, because Aposus was a god — and because she expected something in return (which, to her, was obvious, especially since others had said Aposus was an honorable man) — agreed, despite her reluctance. But Aposus deceived her and twisted the story. Not only did he give her nothing in return, but when the furious Ipsilios confronted him directly, he brought his wife to Rosin, and together they both slandered her for the destruction. Rosin didn’t know what to do — she stood there terrified, her eyes locked onto Aposus with raw, quiet pain and disgust. She had no defense — it was her word against his, and she had no proof that Aposus had told her to do it. She had thought he just wanted to tease Ipsilios — but in truth, he wanted to manipulate Ipsilios into believing he still supported her.

Since then, Rosin began attending more gatherings, more divine balls where Aposus would be.

She started collecting information about him. She watched him. She followed him quietly. She stole his thoughts from his notes.

She was nearly obsessed — not out of adoration, but to find his weakest point. She was a stalker – only leaving damp trays of her presence.

Her anger wasn’t loud or explosive. Rosin, in her actions, remained calm and graceful — and it was far more terrifying than Irmes’s rage. She could ruin someone with cold precision, never even smiling when the outcome unfolded exactly as she planned.

Her willingness to help others would never be used again.

Not in any way.

I really would LOOOVE to develop her more!! I just feel like she has a strong potential to be in my head rent free..... :P I wanna connect her more to the main lore

The Teachings of Irmes

    OH this piece was waiting for so long to be finished... At first I started it and finished the lineart, but then it stayed unfinished for long, just before I actually moved my markers different apartments and started using them more. This is when I mostly did this piece - and I had so so so much fun with it! Mostly with Irmes' body (duhhh as always), the hair of the women and... Everything together! I honestly love the look and feel of marker filled paper - it is so oddly satisfying and I plan on making more pieces like this in the future.

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      "On Earth Irmes is also considered the creator of Dorianat, which is indeed true. Legends say that he had given women of Earth a possibility to learn Dorianat through his own lessons, making it achievable for humans to be even closer to the deity and therefore - the sun. It is also believed that the gift of prophecy (from cards) could be achieved only by the women who were taught or blessed by Irmes himself. Otherwise, some cannot see through the prophecy and words that the cards are sending."

Itimeir in black

    This particular outfit of Itimeir came to me when I was wearing a very similar outfit! Actually - I have the same boots (that I adore... Real leather to the win) and almost the same cape.

    I started this drawing and at first was mad at myself, cuz I thought I have ruined such a pretty drawing with a lineart... But it all worked out... Mostly. At first even after starting out with markers I wasn't fully excited for the finish line anymore, but I enjoyed coloring the "dress".. So the process is more important! But in the end - I think it looks pretty nice. I didn't intent to leave the background like that, but I think it's fitting.

    Itimeir's style has evolved so so much... And I had a struggle to find him one like 2 years ago! Wow, that's crazy.... Wait.. Not even 2 years ago, I'd say less... I didn't have an idea for him, but now I know! A lot of my looks would very much fit into his likings - I just know that. The fact that the whole outfit was inspired by me! I even wanted to give him my "military" styled black cap that is one of my all-time favourites. I wish people didn't stop wearing hats!

Princess carry

    It's just such a lovely drawing... Makes me very happy whenever I look at it! It's so simple, yet very pretty with the ornaments on the side and little pink accents. This drawing was like a comeback to my little break that I had (I didn't draw at all for 2-3 weeks), so at first I very much struggled with the pose, because I had to turn a woman on a reference to Irmes LOL. Overall - at first I was like meh. But then I fixed some things and I even love how Paris turned out! I usually never am able to draw how big he actually is lol, but I think I kind of managed to draw his body type kind of accurately. He could be a little bit more big still, hehe... But then there would be no space for Irmes, who truly came out very pretty! He was supposed to look more surprised, but he ended up looking as If he was drugged. Oh well

    It's been sooo long ever since I told myself that I would draw this pose with Irmeris!! Though, I know I have saved some pose references and I couldn't find them for the love of God. So I improvised with other reference... It was alright. Back then I wanted to draw the princess carry in their wedding attire.

    I kind of wish to draw a bigger piece of the little drawing in the left corner...

Ah Kat...

    I like the linework of this one... So lively lol

     Especially on Itimeir.. I just looove drawing him and I always get him perfectly, but I guess that's cuz he's fairly easy and pleasant to draw! And fun, mostly.

    I don't have much to say about this drawing, other than well... Katamenos being Katamenos lmao... Being called gay would be the biggest insult for him, because he will never admit his feelings ever. He even says he's not into men or something, because Itimeir doesn't have a gender LMAO... He ignores the dick part about him tho... so..... Oh we love victorian men getting frustrated with their own sexuality 

My lovelies

    This is the drawing that makes me so happy and just... The one of the kind that I come back every day and smile to myself while doing so.... Itimeir and Katamenos are the type of ship that I lack ideas for now... But they are still so special to me, I can get so emotional about them - indeed they are more special to me than Irmes and Paris. Both of my main paring in my universum all have different roles in my mentality... Despite being both equally special in my heart. I draw Irmes and Paris more, I think about them more and.. I give them more lore - because I have more ideas for their love.. And not gonna lie - their ship is way more interesting.

    But they weren't the ones that saved me from myself in 2020.

    Now I only wish for my deep love for Itimeir and Katamenos to deepen in my roots all over again... And make me tear up for them again.

They are not just some characters for me.

Lou in a corset

    Simple drawing of Katamenos' sister - Lou! It was one of my first drawings as again.. a come back for markers... Well well well..... It turned out so beautiful! And the lineart... it was so perfect, I was worried I am gonna ruin it. For some reason I always draw her in the corset - but I know the reason - my love for corsetry.

I love lobotomy

    This is something that I drew as a short break from doing one of my bigger pieces for assignment (out of like gosh, almost 100 other drawings for it). I guess I just very much had an interest in drawing Itimeir out of his prepped by Asynes "brain surgery" that was supposed to diagnose where did the God of the Solar System made a mistake when creating Itimeir.

    This is him, after he murders Taruni.

    I really love his hair! Longer time ago I started to love drawing sharp and unravel/jaggy hair like that. I guess it had became part of my art style! Especially on Itimeir.

Which nightgown's better?

   

       This drawing was just a bit inspired by one scenario that I had in mind.... The one that made me think of how Itimeir's room looks in detail. I had two visions of it before, but it changed, with some additional logic changes etc. But as Irmes - Itimeir has his own walk-in wardrobe that I kind of drew here! Isn't this so... Interesting? (no)

    I also always wondered what Itimeir sleeps in... And I guess I most likely see him wearing quite plain clothes/nightgowns. One that I for sure know would be his official nightgown is something that looks similar to women's medieval chemise (ifykyk) - I mean, like a short, ending before knees white linen robe/shirt/gown with too long loose sleeves and a deep scoop neckline. Without any ornaments, which is surprising as for a king, but not for Itimeir - who is pretty much minimalistic in his clothing.

    This drawing was just some small sketch done on lectures.

The New Fatum

 

        Itimeir and his God of the Solar System design... Though - the gown is different.

        His jewelry is so beautiful - especially the belt. I am thinking about making this as his side outfit for this form, as it's just so minimalistic, yet elegant and pretty - just like him in his new, empty life.

    I actually like Itimeir with the lack of his typical bangs - this short hairstyle makes him look so mature... Despite the tragic story of him cutting it. Itimeir was stripped of his sense of self, of his past and all he was fighting for the moment it happened. 

    And he was the oppressor of his own self.

    

    I very much love how his legs turned out and the shading on them. The background looks like a lemon.. I was playing with it and wanted to fill the whole bg, but was scared to.

Official attire - Katamenos

 

    I never draw Katamenos... I am so sad! But also lack ideas :( I wish I could be crazy about him like I was in 2020 lmao... I guess back then he was more of a comfort character than now - and I guess he's not the type of ocs I get attached to. Still - he's very much special. TBH I relate to all my main ocs - Irmes, Itimeir, Paris, Katamenos in my own, special way. Each of them share some details that You may catch that are the key to my feelings and what I've gone through.

    At first glance me and Katamenos are polar opposites, but don't be surprised to see the similarities.

Irmes - portrait

 

Itimeir - composition sketchbook spread

 

I am really proud of this one !

    It was a sketchbook spread all drawn on different lectures. Just Itimeir and his nudity. And flowers. Just his usual self... I very much looove all of these drawings... Each of them have their own feelings and moods.

That Little Murder of Me

 

Physical pain/anxiety personal art.

Not much to say.

1990s au - Irmes & Paris

 

 

My take on one of my 'modern' aus with Irmes and Paris! Currently I am writing a few chapter story about this particular setting.

More on it in this post.

Phantom ghost of night

 

Itimeir

 

In the shadows of a ball

 

    I finished this drawing after half a year of it being a sketch...

    This drawing makes no sense tho. LET ME TELL YOU:

•         If this drawing was supposed to be Paris and Irmes pre-relationship (supposedly, cuz Irmes has his veil on) then WHY would they even hold hands... They didn't have a clear situationship stuff going on, despite being in an affair, they never held hands.
• If not... then why Irmes has his veil on DUHHHHHHHHHH 
• and I just know it was supposed to be them pre-relationship...

Irmes